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[Oct. 15th, 2007|08:57 pm] |
i wanna beat the shit outta someone. i feel bad for the next person that pisses me off. they will get a mouth full.
11 days till court |
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[Oct. 4th, 2007|08:15 pm] |
long time no post.
my head hurts and i think it is from smelling a pencil that smells like pop corn. i wanted the mints but instead i got left with popcorn, chocolate, root beer, cherry, bubble gum and other wack ones.
girl drama is stupid. all girl schools are stupid. grrrr! |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2007|10:54 pm] |
i havent written in this in so long. i just read my last entry and i remember that day. i remember that time frame in my life where i was a happy little fuck. now i lost my school, friends, feelings. being on lock down is getting to me. all i do i bad things most of the day. this isnt teaching me a lesson. this summer i have 3 court dates. 1 passed. about 20 hours to do.and about 11 months till im off probation.
i hate my new school. i miss LS. i miss everyone.i wish i could still be there. hope shes happy now. I'm not.
i hate Al. im just in my 3rd week of summer school and i hate it. i tell everyone my new school and they give me this face like gross, or they laugh. i didnt pick it. i wanted phs or something else. new york wouldn't be so bad at this point. now that i think of it, im down. go there for school leave my family back there and move back here and go to pcc, then go to some art college. life doesnt work the way you want it. so for now im just trying my best to not remember anything, or atleast do thing to make this hell seem like a party. I talked to mickeys mom today and i told her how i hate my new school. she feels bad for me. Rian told me to stay out of trouble. i saw her and said hello. she says hey mary and walks in the office. she walks out and we hug. she says, "Now, stay out of trouble. You here thursday?"
My teacher has caught on to me and my LS ways.
"I know how you LS kids are."
This guy is dying to know my story. He reminds me everyday. "Last day of school." He once made me stay after class last week and asked me what happen. "I will tell you the last day of class." and i walked out. If i tell him the shit i have done he will look down on my for the rest of summer. What he doesn't know won't hurt him. I will tell him my story. But the story will be maybe 50 words. |
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[Feb. 20th, 2007|03:20 pm] |
I am just so chilled out right now. just fucking happy as shit.
i just chilled with Wallis for a few hours and we talked a bit and she is really awesome. just soemthing about her. I want to do this stuff more often. I should be doing Spanish homework but im just too happy to make myself sit down right now. I want to see the world right now i want to just drive to no where. I did that for the past hour but i really did not want ot come home. I will go talk to Eddie maybe he might talk with me. I just want ot talk to someone. i dont want to sit alone and waste the happy. |
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[Jan. 28th, 2007|11:42 pm] |
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its time to get my shit together. |
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